Tuesday 10 February 2015

The F Word!

So here we go, my first ever blog!! WOW

Let me introduce myself, I'ma 38 year old Mammy of two, wife to one.  I work full time doing a job I love and overall I am a fairly content person! (obviously winning the lotto and being skinny would make me happier but hey one thing at a time)...

This blog will mostly be about my weight loss - the ups and the downs (because isn't that what weight loss is all about) how the downs create the ups and when you’re up your down!!  I am a qualified MUA also and love clothes (doesn't every girl) so once in a while to break away from all the FAT talk I might change it around, mix it up so to speak and post some non-fat facts :-)

What do I call it?  a journey / transformation / rollercoaster / challenge ?? I have settled on calling it my New Year New Me plan!!

I have always been "Big Boned" as my nana likes to say - over the years I remember hearing statements like "ah tis puppy fat" or "that’s just puberty" always followed with twill fall off ya or one of my favourites "you will need every bit of it if you were to get sick in the morning".  Then came the "baby weight" well my baby weight came with my first child who is now 16 years old and well it became quite happy where it was and decided to stay! I have used all the excuses...I have tried all the diets. Weightwatchers (I used to ring my Chinese order in as I stepped off the scales) - Motivation (I held my nose drinking the shakes)...Well I even did the Total Food Replacement diet...I would lose a stone and think yeah I’ve done it! forget the other 7 stone I needed to add to it!! 

I like to dress well and make the best of what I have, but at the end of the day I have FAT and lots of it! 

So January 5th I decided this is it, its time to P*ss or get off the Pot!! I pulled my scales out took a deep breath and took that step!!  I have always heard people say that until you get your head around the fact that you need to lose weight all the diets in the world won't help, Well let me tell you the numbers I saw on my scales certainly set things moving in the motivation land of me!

I stepped back from those scales and I told myself - That is the last time you will ever see those numbers on a scales you step on! My light bulb was well and truly switched on!  I took a picture of that weight and honestly it was all the inspiration I needed to get started!

I am part of a weight loss group that my friend started on Facebook - a group of 6 determined ladies who are motivated to lose weight and each week we promised we would post our weight pictures on that group as a way of monitoring our weight loss! My picture that day was the first time a very long time that I publicly shared my weight. I was sick at the idea of posting it but those ladies were amazing with their encouragement that day was the beginning for me!

That morning January 5th 2015 my New Year New Me Plan kicked off and I had a starting weight of 18 stone 2 and a 1/2 pounds.

I am now 5 weeks in and it is all going well.  I will post my weekly losses and gains in my next post but for now I wanted to start with an introduction to me and where I am coming from and I hope you might enjoy my story and stay with me as I work to where I want to be!


10.02.2015



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